everything - diamondintheruff

i sit all alone out here

with my face in my hands

i can feel the fear

creeping up inside of me

i lie alone in bed each night

curled up like a lost child

i cant stay no more in this fight

i have lost everything, everything

you said that you love me,

then why are you still not by my side,

you said that you want me,

then why are you giving up the fight

for us.

i walk alone in the dark,

wishing there was someone i could run to

but all i see through my eyes,

are blinding lights 

i wish i could jump onto a track,

i wish i could just sleep forever,

the pain is unbearable,

when you have lost everything, everything.

you said that you love me,

then why are you still not by my side,

you said that you want me

then why are you giving up the fight

for us

im bleeding, pleading with you,

to hold me in your arms

im crying, dying and turning blue,

holding my breath till i feel you again.